illusions

2010-04-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

I've shift but i think i will keeping this page for some time more, anyways find me
Here problem in tagging, leave me a comment instead yeah (:

2010-04-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

I wish i couldn't make it.

I was late for meeting tremendously this morning i was an idiot as well for standing there wth man.. lol anyways, time-table will be skipped as always hahahs. I smell like perfume kekeke i think too much and some retarded people any how go spray.. CCA meeting homed okays this is a short post as i am very tired lols going to complete my work later k i'll stop my crapping. When you are not happy about something as Yvette says comment to the IC.Well, i think this is not as good as the old one as a matter of fact it's unfair and it's too easy. It's my opinion i am not ill-saying anyone or anything.

When i say that you aren't eligible it's not an insult it's something that i say from a fact that i think is true. Don't take it up just for the sake of it, take it up only if you really want to make a difference in the society and help to serve willingly. It's not an insult, it's an opinion.

2010-04-20T05:28:00.001-07:00

The truth always hurts but it's better then a lie that blinds, so just accept it.

I took a taxi to school today cause i woke up 15 minutes late so instead of rushing i took the taxi kekeke. The uncle very friendly hahahs really must thank him or else i wouldn't reach school in time. Met up with Vanessa she/me got a shock i thought wth was at the door... omgawd. Morning meeting, got to dance i have stage fright uh... help? *skip time-table* After school went for guides full guide U lols nothing actually then homed. 2 more days (:

I am tired please say no more...

2010-04-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

It's freckless and clumsy and i know you can't love me. You don't want to let go and i don't want to let you know, everything we have is stuck in a moment.

I'm struggling with my homework and having tuition later... I feel lifeless and terrible inside. I'd be wishing that there was another time and space i hate my current presence and there's nothing that i can do... Okay this may be random but i really feel terrible sighs...

2010-04-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

I can't do anything except to note down my thoughts on a single piece of paper. So grab a pen and paper...

Helloh, gonna crap about my day now. Met Shahera in the morning off to school there was a confusion, everyone was looking for the SC room key it didn't seem to be with anyone. THANKS Yong Hong (: because of you i got my bag but i was late for class... Anyways time-table to be skipped, lessons were terrible no one was listening to the teachers at all i couldn't learn anything properly wtf... Idiotic retards, Ridhuan's pants got wet, chasing after eveyone for class-tee money etc... It was so noisy i shouted till my voice nearly exploded. Went off for sports heat didn't do anything except sitting there and watch, like that also can get CIP hour points amazing i thought must serve milo again LOL. Then after that home'd. Super tired at the moment i wanna sleep already k randomly-BYE

I hate myself for being so naive and always trying to run away from the truth...

2010-04-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, when you simply can't take it anymore, you just feel like your life's at the edge and you just want to jump off and think of nothing else... This feeling is simply unbearable...

Went to school alone today the rest were either busy or already at school. Roseryani i hate you( in a good way) always making me go off to my wild side with everything you say and send to me hahahs (: Anyways had morning meeting today, LOLs Vinoth's pencil case was, amazingly huge i wonder what he puts inside laughs. Got influenced and i'm officially addicted to the word "retard" LAUGHOUTLOUD. Time-table was boring didn't really understand what the teachers were teaching, usually i wouldn't even give a damn but, at this point i seriously want a hell load of damn from what the teacher is saying because i can't understand anything... Had guides, marching i don't know whether is it counted as perfect not for the marching but i hope it is yeah. Kay i'll stop my crapping here.

Roseryani credits to you very much for the scorpian you tied for my hair although it came lose (:

2010-04-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

The only two under the disco ball, before the clock strikes 9.

Wish i didn't meet you in the first place, bitter tear drops fall into place. A fake smile.
"Forgive me, for not even trying to take a chance to get to know you..."

2010-04-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

BLANK.

Helloh helloh, didn't go to school today i wasn't feeling well going to continue with my work anyway. Yesterday was speech day, my feet hurt from yesterday's heels that i wore i really need to get used to it lol. Kept drinking the 100plus in the back stage toilet but i couldn't finish it... on stage really made me impatient i guess i am just born impatient and that's a bad thing okay i don't know what i am talking about i think my fever's coming back... I think i will go sleep (: SO RANDOM.

2010-04-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

You will be gone sooner then i would have expected. It's tempting to see things the way you wish they were instead of how they are.

Okay, while, just let me crap my entire story about today out yeahh. Firstly i met up with Jannah, didn't meet Shahera cause she didn't come on time, so left first just in case of any dissapointments. Morning meeting was extremely rush and confusing, then kena scolding by some fking teacher? For no good reason i didn't even do anything i was just clipping up my fringe and i get a scolding for that and everyone was looking at me, she didn't even spare a single freaking thought for me uh, and i didn't even do anything... And thanks to her, nearly the entire day i was MOODLESS. But thanks to JunKang & Penguin, i laughed at some moments LOL. SHHhh!.. hahahs. Kay i think i'll skip ma time-table, anyways i got loads of April fools today but i didn't fall for a single one smart hor LOL! (Chey) And after school before assembly i got freaking irritated XXXXX. Then went off to rainbow centre, kids were hard i guess it's cause last week i didn't go and was in kitchen instead. Then..Ribbon GaGa! LOL! Everyone was going gaga over the ribbons, i started it, was first to make a ribbon wrist band chey LOL. YeeAnn, don't like hais sadded~ Then went back to school, and finally hom'ed was so tired then just came back from dinner. Okays, i shall stop my craps yeahh, BYE.

2010-03-31T05:35:00.000-07:00

From what i see, avoiding you would be the best option for me it's the only one i can chose anyway..

Fajar mac with Vanessa this morning talked went to school sat in hall a while went for duty. Today's number of late comers seriously caught my attention, it's like countless. It's cause of the lrt train actually but the teacher didn't care-Mr Lim i think from what people say. Anyways ran back to hall after national athem and pledge and sat behind 2A2. Near Jannah and Clara. Returned to class for lessons, i think i will skip the entire time-table again cause i wanna off early, so yeahh. Anyways after school met up with Vanessa and Jannah then lunch'ed and went off for speech day rehersals'. Was on stage and back stage, seriously uh i think the school super budget lei LOL cause the back stage is like so freaking small on each side, the performers had to squeeze LOL so cramp even me and Yvette thought so. Prize-giving rehersals for the two of us, then went for heritage room and studio testing of things. "Info-ed" then homed with Jannah and Vanessa. That's all i wanna say i am too lazy and tired bye i think i will stop my crapping here.

2010-03-30T05:52:00.000-07:00

I'm the girl who loves attention and company, my biggest fear would be that of ignorance, i am afraid of what you'r giving to me. I am afraid to know the truth, cause the truth always hurts. When you notice my existence, i find myself in wonderland drifting away into fantasy, but when it doesn't happen i'll be afraid that what i think is true. Everytime, i hesitate with each step i take...

Trained to school today with Jannah, had a meeting with entire artist group, still have art piece to complete, went for duty. Lessons were boring, i'll pass on the entire time-table LOL (: After school ms lee wanted to "litreture-rize" with me LOL on Matilda. I passed simply after reading the first few chapters for 20minutes hahahs so pro right(Chey). Vanessa and her insane crew made me laugh and nervous like OMGawd, LOL SiQi sweet-dreams tonight yeahh (: Michelle so funneh but please hor you all, don't mention it again. I feel un easy nervous and red OMGawds. LOLs then went for speech day thingy wrote the que-cards, paiseih i don't know how to spell LOL. Then met went home with XuanRong they all then badminton players i so extra uh.. I folded a giant sized paper plane using vangard sheet and amazingly it flew a distance LOL so lame sia but i loved it :D Talked a lot on the lrt train.
Kays i think i will stop my crapping here buhhbyes, i want the class tee faster come out and they actually made such a big fuss over numbers and all uh.... BYE.

2010-03-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO'S.

I've got nothing much to post about, but for the sake of keeping this blog alive, i'ma posting hahahs. Many things happened during the period when i "MIA"ed. Guides made me super surprised (: Will be changing my line to un-limited sms, alrights! Superb happy bout that LOL. I wanna change my phone as well but i doubt i will be allowed to unless it's in the package. And on this account, i'm determined LOLs but i have no idea what i am determined for, i guess my mood's being on the random side these few days. My hair is being so suckish these few weeks, thinking of rebonding my hair this coming June, but i am thinking i will look weird. Will ask around for comments laughs, cause i am like super sick of my hair, suddenly all these natural curls are appearing and i have never had them before this sucks ttm uh! So pekchek. I don't want to say anything else already, yeahh.
If i've got you i don't need a parachute.